I have come to the realization today that I absolutely hate school. There’s no other way to say it. I could pretend that I like it. I could lie. But it wouldn’t help because I hate it. I got B’s on my midterms that I got back today, and I felt that I could have done better, but I have no motivation to. What’s the point?
I have also come to the realization that I have been completely unmotivated for the past four months. Nothing excites me, not even DVDs! I still buy them, but I don’t watch them anymore nor do I ever feel like watching them. I need a new obsession. I started a new mini-hobby/job as an assistant editor to Blogcritics.org. I write on a regular basis on the site too, but I think I might have lost that zest that I had for it a couple of months ago. Maybe I’m just depressed. Maybe I’m just bored. Maybe I just hit the peak of my existence, and am just starting to see the downhill.
Oh by the way, how do you like the new Dorksandlosers.com? I copied my brother’s template, and for some reason I didn’t like it the first time that I saw when I was looking for themes. But looking on my bro’s site, it jumped at me. Well, I tinkered with it a little bit, will probably tinker with it more – my page tan.dorksandlosers.com is funky. Must fix.